Shook me up a little.
Oh, in his underwear was a pisock containing a whole lot of Ice... I mean ALOT...
Yickes. Hang tough, and take care of yourself. Seeing trauma like that is very hard and sticks with you for a very long time. The weird part is it rears it's head whenever it wants to.
Honestly I don't see how EMT's and Paramedics do it. Hats off to you brother.